Being alone. Its a strange concept. Does it mean being secluded from others or can you be alone even in a crowd.
At this very moment im surrounded by the three people i love you the most. But all it takes is mardy bum on my headphones to make me feel completely alone. So disconnected that i dont even acknowledge their presence.
Can we ever really be alone though?
Do we even wanna be alone?
I might like listening to music alone, walking alone, drinking coffee all alone. But do i really enjoy being lonely?
I remember the times when i bunked my chem tuition. I used to sit in front of this store. Smoke a couple, listen to an album and maybe walk around if i wanted too. For one complete hour i used to be alone. Completely secluded. 100% lonely. I used to have a good time. But i can never say that i wanna do it again just like that.
I guess that’s the whole problem. Its not something i wanna waste my time thinking about. Coz at the end of the day it doesn’t matter.
so im gonna quote a tumblr user whose screen name i cant remember.
” i like riding the bus alone, i like walking home alone. It give me time to think and set my mind free.
I like eating alone and listening to music alone.
But when i see a mother with her child
a girl with her lover
Or two best friends laughing together
I realize that even though i like being alone
I dont fancy being lonely. ”