Life is like a box of m&ms .
It might have different colours and shades , but inside it always leaves you with that same taste in your mouth .
For some people its the taste of achievement.
For people like me its the taste of bitter disappointment.
I am not even kidding .
Everything ive ever done has left me disappointed and dissatisfied.
Im sure its the same for a lot of people .
You try your best .
You get first prize .
But you just aren’t happy with it .
You talk to someone for 6 hours and in the end say something that makes them cut the phone angrily .
And you don’t even realise what happened.
It might be because mostly you hate people and everyone around you .
You start blogging with grit and determination and your phone says 10% battery left .
If given a choice between the old glass is half full or half empty . You freaking hate the glass .
Im no saying that this is a bad thing .
Its actually pretty good .
The cynicism , the negativity kind of take things to whole new level .
I don’t know what that level is but im assuming its shitty.
So you know what . Damn you for taking precious time to read this .
Im not gonna make any sense right now because im angry and very very very nervous.
So eff you and your feelings .
God dammit i hate you .
And yes when im mad i say the truth.
And if hurts you well then boo freaking hoo .
I am not going to change .
Im sorry for the detour
Getting back on track …
And if you’re as cynical as i am .
Remember that its ok . Thats just who you are.
There’s probably a reason for you being that unhappy .
And destroy it.
Watch it burn .